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Frozen Heart, for youAs a rose wilts in the winter,  so does you love for me.   
I felt the seasons change that day,  your eyes would no longer look into mine.  You were getting colder as the day went on.  I put on a coat but somehow you always seem to break through,  right through to my heart,  My heart is broken and frozen just for you.   
But you know without a doubt in your heart,  that I will wait for you, as long as you wait for me!  I know you've been hurt before,  but I swear on your diamond eyes,  
I never meant for us to end up like this,  Like strangers, with a past so deep, tha Frozen Heart, for you
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Abandoned
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Sad but TrueI though of all the words I wanted to say,  the ones that could make you stay.  I realized today that nothing will ever be the same.   
Oh how I dread the night,  its makes me think of how much I still want you by myside.  Even now my thoughts continue to stay the same,  I love you more each day!  Lord, I wish this pain would go away.   
But what will this wishful thinking solve?  If nothing more we will continue to fall.   
Remember the night,  that you held me tight and said,  "I love you, and I'll never let us go. I need you, because you keep me from this deep fall. Sad but True
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Blue Eyes BurnBlue eyes burn.  So gaze into them,    like you've got no where else to turn.   
Be enthralled,  and let them take control,  of your mind, body, and soul.  Don't be afraid to let go.   
Just because blue eyes burn doesn't mean they'll hurt you.  They could penatrate you,  and you'd never be able to tell.   
They will never lie to you,  but their truth could bring you pain.   
The azure will seep deep beyond your skin.  It will hit your core, and never give in.   
But sometimes its best to just turn away,  and never listen to a word th Blue Eyes Burn
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Thu Mar 3, 2005, 7:22 PM
I never get on anymore, my life has flipped upside down,and it shouldn't have, I drive too fast , I haven't called Jeremy, I'm grounded, my grades suck, my parents are sooo mad at me, my brother yelled at me sooo bad, Satan is really fighting to get me down, and yeah, I just want to be alone, in the silence I use to hate the silence but it doesn't bother me anymore, I need to reflect and think on my life and what the mess I'm doing with it, why I'm screwing all my plans, just because I don't feel like being "that girl" I don't know....I'm sooo confused, and I have Justin to talk to about this but I'm grounded from the phone....grrrr....hahaha.....but I'm not mad at my parents because this is their duty as parents to parent me...so congrates on "grounded" me in the right things, but I'm glad to know everyone see's me as a failure......okay that is what has been going on all month, my life slowly but surely crumbling.....God Bless...sorry if i whined I haven;t been able to get out feelings like this in ahwile
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  • Current Residence: Alabama, but my mind is somewhere else
  • Interests: writing songs, acting,taking pictures, singing ,ballet,and God
  • Favourite movie: Orange County,Wrong Guy,Aiplane,Vegas Vacation,Anchorman, or something that makes u think alot
  • Favourite band or musician: The Killers,Hawthorne Heights, Thursday, Taking Back Sunday, Incubus, and A.F.I!
  • Favourite genre of music: screamo or emo, the kind my favorite bands are
  • Favourite photographer: I don't know their names, just the pictures
  • Operating System: Dell
  • Shell of choice: Sea
  • Wallpaper of choice: sky, ocean breathes salty??
  • Skin of choice: Larry's?
  • Favourite game: 007(i know its old, but still i like the game),need for speed underground...halo!!
  • Favourite gaming platform: X-box
  • Favourite cartoon character: rocko on rocko's modern life
  • Personal Quote: "always be yourself,nobody wants to know a fake..and if your fake they never knew you anyways.
  • Tools of the Trade: pick, paper, pencil(not pen), point shoes, camera!

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~s15jesusfreak Apr 9, 2005, 12:21:51 PM
just wanted to stop by and say hey. It's been a long time since i talked to you but i feel that i should send you some encouragement and tell you that God never thinks you are a failure. There are TONS of people in the bible that we would consider failures, but God used them for extraordinary things. Keep the faith and stay strong! Love ya!

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~Xensin Nov 9, 2004, 4:49:35 PM
Thanks for the :+fav:! Much appreciated.

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~utterAbandonment Nov 21, 2004, 3:33:44 PM
you're very welcome

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Oh you're such a hopeless romantic, don't you know life will dissappoint you in more ways than one! But God will always be their to wipe away just one last tear!"
*~*Liz
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~MadeInJapan Nov 1, 2004, 3:47:38 PM
hey girl just dropping in just read your journal entry so just dropped in to check it out.
Lisa

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"All our young lives we search for someone to love, someone who makes us complete. We choose partners and change partners. We dance to songs of heartbreaks and hope all the while wondering if somewhere and somehow there is someone searching for us." Th
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~MadeInJapan Jun 7, 2004, 11:13:47 AM
Hey its Lisa, and I read what you posted for Jeremy, and your right I understand. But can u please tell him that he shouldn't get upset about what Amber said to him, or at least to the point where he is now. I think it's gotten to him a little too much. And I hate to see him like this. And if you don't mind is it ok if I add you to my friend lists, I'd like to check out your stuff?
Lisa
" All our young lives we search for someone to love, someone who makes us complete. We choose partners and change partners. We dance to songs of heartbreaks and hope, all the while wondering if somewhere and somehow there is someone searching for us." The Wonder Years
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~utterAbandonment Jun 7, 2004, 3:57:06 PM
o it completely wonderful with me that u added me to ur friends list.....and i will tell him that....he said he was gunna give me a call today or something like that soo ill tell him....we're friends.....and ive heard wonerful things about u from jeremy!!

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Oh you're such a hopeless romantic, don't you know life will dissappoint you in more ways than one! But God will always be their to wipe away just one last tear!"
*~*Liz
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~MadeInJapan Jun 9, 2004, 6:43:43 AM
Well thanks, and that's comforting to hear that he told u good things about me, please take care of my baby when I'm gone. Thanks a lot.
Love,
Lisa
"All our young lives we search for someone to love, someone who makes us complete. We choose partners and change partners. We dance to songs of heartbreaks and hope, all the while wondering if somewhere and somehow there is someone searching for us." The Wonder Years
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~utterAbandonment Jun 12, 2004, 8:27:03 PM
i will...ill see to it that he doesnt get in any trouble....lol

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Oh you're such a hopeless romantic, don't you know life will dissappoint you in more ways than one! But God will always be their to wipe away just one last tear!"
*~*Liz
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~TheOctoberRain May 14, 2004, 3:08:16 AM
Thanks so mcuh for the :+fav:s!!!=D!:hug: you rock!
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~utterAbandonment May 17, 2004, 12:01:31 PM
anytime!!and thanks for thanking me on the fav's!! and no i dont rock you do!! :hug:

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Oh you're such a hopeless romantic, don't you know life will dissappoint you in more ways than one! But God will always be their to wipe away just one last tear!"
*~*Liz
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